Dinner

Bingley and I went to the Bennet's today for dinner and I was a wreck. I was so nervous I sat as far away as possible from Lizzy. Bingley was fine however and placed himself right at Jane's side. I was scared so sitting far was perfect because it made conversation between me and Lizzy not possible. Every now and then however I shot a glance at Lizzy and she seemed utterly disappointed.